Welcome to the new "in love"!

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abe youtube.. preparing for what you want...

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I appreciate the swiftness with which I allowed you into my life
I appreciate all of the really cool things I have discovered about the universes signs to me after allowing you back into my physical reality
I appreciate all that I am finding out about me and what I want
I appreciate that I am allowing it to flow and focusing on the feelings I want to feel.
I appreciate finding the feelings I want to feel and then appreciating those.
I appreciate the ease in which this is taking shape in my life.
I appreciate that I am allowing this to flow.
I appreciate that I am feeling good about where I am right now with this.
I appreciate finding the happy feelings without the physical manifestations.
I appreciate all of the little insights that I am feeling and finding and how good it feels to smile at them.
I appreciate exactly where I am with this for myself - right now!
I appreciate the insights!
I appreciate letting myself off the hook for the creation of things... and allowing the grid to fill in!
I appreciate your smile in my day!
I appreciate that you are in my life!
I appreciate all of the new feelings that are in me.
I appreciate how fun this is watching it turn out in front of my eyes!
I appreciate feeling my own contrast for my greater clarity!
I appreciate feeling my way in all of this!
I appreciate allowing myself to feel about you!
I appreciate me in all of this!
I appreciate my guidance system.
I appreciate feeling like all is well and nothing is going wrong...
I appreciate my IB's perspective in all of this!
I appreciate allowing the real me to flourish and be happy in all of this!
I appreciate me! and you too!

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What feels so bad is that we hold ourselves apart from who we really are.. and then we get more and more obstinate about it.. in some areas or with some people.. and what we really want to do it to love.. and mostly to love ourselves enough to allow ourselves to have the happily ever after right now, now, now, now.. and when we do allow ourselves to do that..then we don't care what anyone else is doing in regards to us.. because we are feeling the love we wanted them to help us feel .. that feels soooo goood !!!! I love when I remember this or when source and my np peeps guide me to the very dvd that I had that just speaks directly to me in a way that I hear so clearly.. I love all of the hints and feelings that I am getting lately and it feels sooo goood !!! I love the guidance back to the connection that I have with my IB.. it just feels sooo good! so good to know that I am connected to source forever and ever more and that all of the love I am looking for is within me and that I can connect to it.. I love my connection ... it is so cool to know that my job is to stay in connection with my source.. that is all I came here to do! Wow! I can do that! It is even pretty fun to do that! I am sooo appreciative that I know this stuff!!! What an amazing life .. when you know this stuff!!! Oh! and when you live and practice it too!! HUGE difference!!!

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If nothing is more important to you than that you feel good, you can form a fantasy about someone who is in your life and they will begin to modify to meet your fantasy, because Law of Attraction is a very powerful thing." --- Abraham
from another thread ... thank you!!! Kellismom...

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I will post this here and on my thread Welcome to the new in love tooo! This weekend has been about finding a feeling that I want to feel about love and relationships.. or more specifically - my relationships... ... what do I want to feel in them .. what do I want to feel around them... what do I want to feel!!! I realized that I still wanted them to respond in ways that would say to me that I was someone someone wanted to make a life with... SERIOUSLY!!! I could not have hit the nail more on the head for this one.... but it got me to go general around it... and to finally come to that I wanted to feel good .. for me .. about me... about them... and I really don't want to try to figure it all out .. ok sometimes I would like to see the grid fill in in certain ways and that is how I got so turned around on this construction site!!! of the grid, but! I am becoming more and more thrilled with the idea that I love the feelings that I am reaching for ..the feelings of appreciation! Which is why I landed here when I came on to post!!! Great for you!!! I love it!!! It is not that I want you to be something you are not.. or to show up in my life in a way that I cannot see you doing yet.. it is that I am longing for the connection of me with me!!! I want the feeling of not giving a rip about what I think you think... or the feelings that don't feel good to think about... I was watching law of attraction episode two last night and Abe talks to this guy about going to a family reunion and seeing everyone with sources eyes.. and maintaining his own vibration ... it went sort of like this... "We cannot wait to see you and enjoy you with our senses, we recognize that you are source in a physical body too and we are just going to appreciate the feeling of seeing you and then we are going to feel the sensation of laughing with you and then we are going to taste the food and smell the air and feel the breeze blowing and we are just going to LOVE being in your physical bodies !!! I am going to find way after way after way to feel good when I am with you and know that as I am feeling good .. what that good feeling is is .. it is source reverberating through me in pleasure of sensing everything that I am sensing and feeling the emotional connection to all that is ... what that emotion is .. it is our pleasure reverberating through you, that is the emotion that you feel....!!!
I have never heard it that way before ! and boy do I love knowing that !!! That feels soo good to know.. it just cuts right through right and wrong and all of that ... it just cuts right to the feeling of .. oh that feels sooo goood to feel and now I know why it does!!! What abe went on to say is that you want the alignment with you and you and to then flood that all over someone for the Pleasure of doing so.. but they never stop loving you unless you are focusing on them doing so... you are choosing your focus and you could choose to see them adoring you with the eyes of source so that they feel really really good looking at you .. and that is what you want .. you want to just appreciate and feel that pleasure that we are running through you!!! Reach for that feeling .... Wonderful!!!

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I use my focus to tune into me.. my IB and then I feel titito... but it is me doing it .... abe talks about fear being the feeling that you are going somewhere that you cannot connect with your inner being.. a feeling that you cannot connect to who you really are while in that situation.. I can relate to this... I understand what they are saying here and now I know that that is a choice that I make .. and I am not powerless in any situation any more.. I can always connect to the IB that is me.. I can always find something to feel better about.. I can always appreciate something... I can always find the bit of you that is an IB as well, and when I catch a glimpse of that .. my insecurity melts away, my feelings of unworthiness subside effortlessly, I see who you are .. and I know who I am and we together we are literally expanding the universe with our attention and focus ... there is no less than for either of us... and I don't have to say a word.. I just have to align with it within me.. just to feel it... and let that feeling become more and more clear within me.. feel the pleasure that source takes in my life and in my living it... the other thing that struck me and I want to remember is this... source is always appreciating me and what I add to the universe... if I take that focus of perspective more often .. and really wear it all day.. then I suddenly feel the shift for me on this... I see that I am endlessly adored for being me.. for being! and that is where I connect with another that I love.. I just love them for being... what a pleasure to watch them live and love and be.. like watching children run and play and cavort.. just pleasure flowing through my being!!! ... and that is what source feels for me... always! I want to tune into that more!! I want to remember that more!!! I am living this more and more!

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So that feeling that you don't love me is literally this... I am not appreciating you in that moment of my focus ... and there is a disconnect there for me... I am not appreciating you and source is .. and so I am not seeing you the way source see's you and so I feel unloved.. because I am not seeing the love that is already there about you... I am not seeing the love that is all there is! .. That is all there is! Love is all there is.... and when I don't align with that or allow myself to feel that love .. then I feel bereft but it is a falsehood in my own perspective.. it is me denying that love that is already .. the love that is already waiting for me.. in you.... when you appreciate life and look with sources eyes then you love me... that is all that is that feeling is is your connection to you and you allowing yourself to feel it ... pleasure flowing through you as you breathe in and out..

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I don't even think i care if i win it anymore I just like even being a match to seeing it all day long. from zenjenn about winning the lottery about winning the lottery!
I have been feeling lately .. tell a different story about it!! and I am going to see an abe ish movie tomorrow .. the life of timothy green... and I can feel that I want to tell a new story about some things for myself.... I realize that I am over anticipating how this thing I want will turn out and have forgotten how to have some fun about it... and this from zen jenn reminded me that I liked thinking about it in the first place.. and that is what I am wanting from it... to tell the story of how much fun this is to think about!!! and to feel about... not about the manifestation of it! thanks for the reminder!

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MY JOB: Feel it!!! don't try to anticipate it .. don't try to see how you could make it come out the way you want it too! Just FEEL IT! Feel how GOOD it feels to feel the moments of feeling good.. let the u fill in the grid.. just feel how good it would feel to feel what you are co creating! Feel my way through it ... I am in exactly the right place right now.. everything always works out for me.. this is soooo good to feel and to think about .. this feels sooo goood!!! Feeling it is my only job!!!

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When I look around and see things that don't show what I created,
I remind myself that I am after a feeling! That is the manifestation that I am wanting within me is the feeling of having what I want.. and all I have to do is fine the feeling within me... go general about it and find the feeling... celebrate the feeling to make the vibe stronger within me and therefore easier to find next time ... rampage of appreciation about the feelings that I want to feel!