A Visual Verbal Energy Playground --- It's all about the ENERGY, baby!!

[AngelinaMGA]

I have been participating for approximately 4 or 5 months on the Visual ABC thread that has been going since June 2011, and I have to say that I have learned so much there, at first I was just lurking for a few weeks, and then finally I made myself known to them & they graciously invited me to play with them.....to me at first it was just a game that I wanted to play because it looked like fun & all the forum members that were playing there seemed to be having a good time, and when I went there I always felt better from looking at the beautiful images they were posting, & reading their back & forth bantering was very entertaining. I loved going there, it really felt good to me. Then one day, after participating for a few months I realized Hey! I can FEEL the ENERGY in the images & I started doing rampages of images with the same feeling energy. It got really exciting to me when I realized that I was feeling my way thru images as I searched for what felt good to me & fun to me, and I was starting to feel my way in my life too! This was so new & exhilarating to me, ME, who has been so intellectually focused, understanding Abraham’s teachings, but knowing that something was missing. By participating in what I thought was just a game, I had switched from an intellectually thinking person to a thinking & feeling person! I realized in that moment what a powerful game I had been playing & I didn’t even know it!! Since that moment of realization, I have been becoming more & more aware of feeling my way through my life, and because I am now feeling my emotions more deeply & understanding what they really mean, I am learning to embrace myself & everything that feels good to me, and little by little I feel like I am coming home again! What a beautiful, comforting energy I can feel in that!! It is relief, it is joy, it is a feeling of home & freedom, the likes of which I cannot ever remember feeling. I have decided to start a thread for me to play in whenever I feel inspired (and for anyone else who feels inspired to play too!) A Visual & Verbal thread of anything that feels good to me, with no restrictions of going by letters of the Alphabet (in the ABC thread there were many times that I didn’t feel inspired to do anything with the letter were on but was just chompin’ at the bit til we got to a letter farther down because I had a word or subject that I was totally excited to share) so my rules for me is that it can be anything: an image, a quote or saying, a single word, a movie that felt good, a song, a person, an animal, a thing, a memory, absolutely anything that feels good to me. It is my desire to not only post images or written words/experiences, but to also FEEL the energy of whatever I post and to describe the energy of these things as best I can & also how they make me feel. It is my wish/hope/belief that in doing this I will Number One: Make myself feel good & feel the pride in myself for making me feel good, Number Two: I will feel more & more confidence in my ability to feel good & in my ability to do it myself, & Number Three: I will get better & better at feeling the energy & milking the feeling of things or experiences that make me feel good, and enjoy the added bonus of having fun while I’m doing it!!

Feeling good on a more regular basis is relatively new to me, and I am getting it, that that is where my effort lies, in bringing myself to these better-feeling places --- and now that I am FEELING my way instead of THINKING my way (yay for me!!), I am excited for this new venture & I really love expressing myself in words & pictures, and sometimes I can be very long-winded (as some of my friends I’m sure have figured out!! ) but I think I now prefer calling it “milking it for everything I’ve got!!” I love to laugh, and play & have fun, I love to feel warm & fuzzy, I love things that make me cry tears of joy, I love feeling the connection with & between people, the connection of hearts & souls, I love sweetness & loving, I love sensual & romantic, kinky & hot, wherever my mood takes me or I can take my mood is where I love to go!!

And since I am the creator of my own experience & the Chairman of Entertainment of my own life, it is time to get on with it!!!

[Greenmarker567]

INCREDIBLE, just incredible, Angie! I love this idea for a fresh new thread... I am excited!

FEELING GOOD ROCKS!

Love, Fukami

[AngelinaMGA]

!! I AM THE ALL-THAT-IS !!

I had a very brief experience a few years ago, in my somewhat beginning days with Abraham, and I have never forgotten it, it was so amazing:

Picture me riding in our Tahoe with DH at the wheel, driving thru town, on a 3-lane one-way street, sun shining, nice calm weather, almost summertime, not too warm, nice enough to ride with the windows down. Going with the flow of traffic, lights allowing us to roll without stopping, people walking on the sidewalks, birds flying around, as he drove DH was talking about things, and whatever it was I was agreeing with him, which in those days was pretty rare!! But that day I was feeling really good, & my mind was so clear, it felt clearer than I had ever felt it in my life!! I was amazed that I was understanding everything he was saying & that it was resonating with me, and then all of a sudden it felt like me & DH & the truck & the air & the trees & the scenery, everything, we were all one --- like all connected, with no beginning & no ending, no separation at all, it felt like all fluid or like the air ---- it felt so peaceful & beautiful & wonderful, & like, timeless.......I felt no worries, I was totally relaxed & excited at the same time......and then I was back to my usual self, I was still feeling good but I didn’t feel that awesome fluid connection & I think why it stopped so quickly was that a little doubt came into my mind that I was just imagining this, and not really feeling & seeing what I was feeling & seeing. That was my usual story at that time (of unworthiness, that I was only imagining things & that I couldn’t have spiritual experiences, those were for other people, not me). But I could not forget this experience, it showed me in no uncertain terms, that I really AM one with everything, I AM part of the spirit that is in everything!! When I was in there, big time in the Vortex!! I felt so BIG, that I spread far & wide, across & thru everything & all felt very, very well & totally at peace. I loved this little experience that felt very, VERY BIG!! I love knowing that things are different than they seem, I do remember that DH was talking about that all that we see in our physical reality is an illusion, the reality is to look for things that make me feel good, because feeling good is really what is real. Feeling, believing, knowing, that I AM the All-That-Is!!


In recalling this experience, I feel in AWE that it came to me, to ME!! It’s like Source Energy, my Inner Being, gave me the most awesomest gift I could ever receive, a peek at what it FEELS like to be at one with myself / Source Energy / The Universe!! I feel so blessed to know that my desire for real spirituality has brought me to where I was in that moment, and to where I am now. Now I know that any spiritual experience that comes to me, I can see it & feel it & believe it, and claim it as mine. Because I have desired it for a long, long time.......to connect & to see & to feel & to be enveloped with the real thing, the real deal!! There is an amazing feeling of pride that I feel in myself right now, an amazing feeling of belonging & worthiness & connection to the Universe. And on the other side, a tiny little bit of sadness too, because I haven't found a way to feel that fluid connection again like I did that day. Maybe I will feel it again someday!! I like to think that I will, again & again & again!!! But whether I do, or I don't, anytime soon, I have the awesome memory of that total connection with me & the Universe, and I know that it IS. It is real.

[AngelinaMGA]

INCREDIBLE, just incredible, Angie! I love this idea for a fresh new thread... I am excited!

FEELING GOOD ROCKS!

Love, Fukami

Fukami!! You found me already!! I am excited too, my I.B. gave me this idea a couple of days ago, & I got so excited about it, I knew it was right!! Feeling good, feeling the energy, feeling the FUN!! Time to start beating the drum of the good stuff!!

Angie

[Gigglefritz]

First let me say this about your first post here ...Ooooo! popcorn!!! I love it! I woke up this morning after feeling the contrast of my life last night doing exactly what you are talking about here ! How do you like that for connection! First thread I am reading tonight! and I realized as I read what you wrote that that is what I am doing when I rampage.. I am doing a visual rampage of appreciation.. it makes so much sense to me.. I have heard abe talk about it in rampages and it FEELS good too! I know what the feeling is too when you talk about being one with everything and feeling it all melt into you and you into it .. Wonderful feeling .. just ask for it again.. source will help you find your way .. I can do it now at will with songs or driving ..no wonder why Esther loves to drive all over! Thanks for the thread! Great stuff!

[lordofthebling]

OMG Angie I have to read all that!?!where are the pictures?!!

A Visual & Verbal thread of anything that feels good to me, with no restrictions of going by letters of the Alphabet (in the ABC thread there were many times that I didn’t feel inspired to do anything with the letter were on but was just chompin’ at the bit til we got to a letter farther down because I had a word or subject that I was totally excited to share) so my rules for me is that it can be anything: an image, a quote or saying, a single word, a movie that felt good, a song, a person, an animal, a thing, a memory, absolutely anything that feels good to me.

oh Ok my super-ability showed me most important line

[Greenmarker567]

OMG Angie I have to read all that!?!where are the pictures?!!

I was thinking the same thing!

Love, Fukami

[lordofthebling]

I was thinking the same thing!

Love, Fukami

[lordofthebling]

I'll be that shallow girl haha - look at that design!

[Greenmarker567]

Made especially for you, Ana!

Love, Fukami