ABORTION, some wisdom please

[Brie]

​I've studied LOA for several years but am newer to Abraham. I've listened to as many teachings as I could find regarding abortion but am still seeking understanding. I am currently pregnant and considering abortion. I have an appointment this week but find myself struggling with indecision. I feel it's what I need to do, however, I can't find complete peace with it. I'm not sure if that's from the things I've been taught that aren't necessarily my own beliefs or a just a fear of regret. But I do know this: I am currently extremely unhappy in my marriage. I have been from day 1 and wish I followed my gut to begin with. I know I am seeking the freedom to return to my place of joy without consistent outside influences 'trapping' or controlling me. While my husband seems to be a great man, I truly do not know if he is great for me. He comes from a conservative Christian family. He is difficult to communicate with on any level of importance. I am a very deep individual. Fun and joyful, but deep.
...Thoughts, wisdom, advice...

[forever becoming]

You could try typing it in to you tube first abraham hicks and then key words/word, I have just looked and they are some abraham hicks clips on this subject that might help you with this.
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