Some insight would be great!

[Lotus1702]

Hi Guys,

I've not been on here in a long while although I do tend to browse through the threads every now and again as you guys are so helpful.

I'm having a bit of a panic and I need some help! While ago sometime last year I wrote a thread titled "Curious about this" talking about an Artis I seem to be having some sort of connection with he doesn't live here but he travels here sometimes for work but I have never actually met him but I felt good thinking about him so I continued.I alighted with him somehow as it manifested through his music video but thats it.

Of recent I have had a few dreams about us and they have felt wonderful so I milked them. No one knows his name as I have kept it to myself feeling better that way but I have shared with two friends that I have a this feeling towards a Artis and they have both kinder brushed it off as a crush. Anyway yesterday one of those friends sent me an email saying this looks interesting do you fancy going, we don't go out much and this would be used as our catch up session anyway low and behold its he's New album celebration party holy crap! feelings of un-worthyness has come up, panic has come up, I'm not at my ideal weight yet has come up, I'm not where I want to be in life has come up and I'm trying to keep them at bay not think about it too much but I can not help it. Is this actually happening wow!

Any help and understanding about this would be great.

Love you all


x

[meralodem]

I read and read and ask myself ''Where is the fun in that? '' . Why don't you tell me the answer Lets catch a feeling together

[Lotus1702]

Thanks Meraloden, It's defo fun and I'm loving it but panic has crept in but trying to keep it at bay. I'm defo loving it.
It's pretty amazing actually i'm going to be buying myself something new to wear and feel great

[meralodem]

You are aware of that panicky and unworthy feeling and you know it is not real, whoooooossshhhhh what a relief

[meralodem]

and now it is my 4th time sharing this Hope you enjoy

http://www.abeforum.com/showthread.p...ate-quot-Story

[Lotus1702]

Thanks Meralodem, The link doesn't seem to be working....

[meralodem]

''You teach each other your respective responsive vibrations. In other words, you don't feel any way about anyone without their helping you to feel that way. It's really co-creation. We'll even go further, and bolder, and louder, and blunter. If there's somebody you don't like, they don't like you either !
We have never seen it otherwise. We have never one time, ever, known someone to adore someone... that the one that they were adoring, didn't adore them back !
Now, some are thinking... 'Oh, wait a minute. There was that man that I loved with all my heart and he didn't love me back.' And we say, you were offering him insecurity. You were offering him worry. It wasn't that pure vibration of love.
When you are tuned in, tapped in, turned on - when you are connected to your Source and holding someone as your object of attention and you are genuinely offering that feeling of love and appreciation - they can't offer you anything else!"

[meralodem]

The title is '' By popular demand ... My "Soul Mate" Story ''

http://www.abeforum.com/showthread.p...ate-quot-Story

[Lotus1702]

''You teach each other your respective responsive vibrations. In other words, you don't feel any way about anyone without their helping you to feel that way. It's really co-creation. We'll even go further, and bolder, and louder, and blunter. If there's somebody you don't like, they don't like you either !
We have never seen it otherwise. We have never one time, ever, known someone to adore someone... that the one that they were adoring, didn't adore them back !
Now, some are thinking... 'Oh, wait a minute. There was that man that I loved with all my heart and he didn't love me back.' And we say, you were offering him insecurity. You were offering him worry. It wasn't that pure vibration of love.
When you are tuned in, tapped in, turned on - when you are connected to your Source and holding someone as your object of attention and you are genuinely offering that feeling of love and appreciation - they can't offer you anything else!"

I'm so great full for this thank you..It feels gooooood .

I'm going to read the thread you sent now thank you once again.

x