30 days of Trusting LOA

[lemonaidelife]

l'm loving this beautiful momentum of joy and celebration......we girls laughed so much at work tonite and shared a lot of fun convo's .....and made money too.

[chic]

Day #today: Started out like this , but it got better and better and better. Success

[lemonaidelife]

better and better sounds good to me

[lemonaidelife]

weird nite at work......l ended up with a great money nite but was stuck in a negative situation for a cpl of hours cos l didn't agree with someone who was complaining.

now to trust that no matter what it might look like, or who's thinking poorly of me the thing l must do is trust this is no big hairy deal. l can't see the fullness of it all and l have options..

[lemonaidelife]

so basically l'm trusting that being myself, doing what l think is best for me is in alignment with trusting LOA, and l feel like l'm white knuckling disaprooving looks and words from another on the job. l have to know that if they are pissed off that's their problem.......their pie........thier bs.......their issue, their bag of flaming shit to haul around.

i totally allow them to be mad at me if they need that.....i want to have better feeling thots and feelings about that now. l'm no mother teresa.

so yea, l'm ootv this red hot minute.......but know that l'll be ok soon....time to relax and watch tv 5:55

[The morning sun]

hey guys....i am sooooo ootv right now, the entire day has been heavy, i am at the lowest of the EGS scale....i have resigned from my job with nothing @ hand, why have i attracted this to my experience....depressed and feeling worthless...fearful for tomorrow...angry with myself...anyone pls guide me out of this....i want a job desperately...aah it fels a bit light to share with you all on the forum.

[SourceAngel9]

One time years ago i walked out of a job.
I had attracted bullying and i was miserable and OOTV.
The most ITV thing i did was to walk out.
I could not tolerate one more day.
(now i'd have just let them fire me, lol).

At the time it felt frightening. However, i got govt assistance at the time.
Within 6 months i had a much better job. I did attract some of the same vibrational junk.
At least it was a good job. Now i know better. I will do better.

Whatever is coming your way is going to be wonderful.
You had to have had a feeling of relief to leave or you'd never have walked out.

Try to self soothe as best you can. Get off the topic. Watch a movie. Call a friend.
All is well. You can't get it wrong!

[lemonaidelife]

the morning sun l'm having an ootv time myself l have nothing to offer except appreciation for another ootv person to walk with, and a prayer for hope for both of us.

l have the blues too.....

[SourceAngel9]

Dear Ones, Be of Good Cheer!

I've had some excellent reasons to be OOTV big time.
How lucky are we to have Abe and this material?
Now if we didn't have Abe that would be seriously OOTV!

Focus. This is your chance to practice. Hey, maybe that's why it happened.
To learn to be more laser like in your approach to focus,
and EVERYTHING is only going to get better!

[lemonaidelife]

sourceangel........l def agree with me not walking out .let the coworkers have their hissy fit about me following the rules...it was the customer that was bullying me. l have not been bullied much lately and this threw me for a loop as the greedy little bugger coworkers think take anything for a buck, even let ourself get bullied.......that was too hard for me to even figure my next logical step.