evolution of my desire!

[joyfulcreator]

I haven't posted in a while, but I would just like to share my experience of the the evolution of my desire. This has been an awesome journey! I understand exactly why abe talks about life is a journey not a destination. I'll try to keep this short. I left off with manifesting an a.wesome day. I was at the local starbucks ( this was in Jan) and I was in my virtual reality ( basically I was on my laptop) and I was feeingl the feeling of being in my Lexus es 350 and I just tilted my screen up and saw the lexus in a reflection. It was parked right outside the window. I was estatic! I had such appriciation can you imagine. The very next day I was doing my same routine and I went to get up to go use the bathroom and I just happened to glance out the window and there she was again. I went to the bathroom and came back the owner got up,walked out, got into his lexus and started to put his shades on( I was just looking at this beautiful car) and all of a sudden another lexus passed by.I had no words but woooow! The next few weeks was manifestations of lexus es everywhere. I mean everywhere. Then in late Feb I was online and noticed an advertisement for a lexus es 350. This happened a few more unexpected times for the following weeks. Then in march things got more interesting. I started seeing new cars here and there. This happened for a couple of weeks then it got more obvious . One day I pulled up to starbucks and there was a new car(didn't think much of it) went in left around lunch went to get my car washed and as I pulled up I noticed there was a new car in front of me (new car tag). Then I decided to go out of town and on my way a motorcycle passed by me with a new tag. the next few weeks were very interesting. I saw new cars everywhere, people talking about new cars, people asking new do you need a new car.The manifestations were very obvious and consistent. IThis happened everyday for weeks. This has been ongoing. I have also experienced changes within me. First you think a thought and then the thought thinks. I starting eating,breathing ,pulsating lexus. I started thinking and looking for new cars everywhere. I would lay down at night and still do feeling with every heart beat lexus. You begin to literally vibrate your desire. I FEEL AT ONE with this car. I can literally close my eyes and feel thatI in my lexus. Its awesome. Ive had an evolution of knowledge ,clarity, and understanding. You go through a process of coming into alignment and watch the universe match you. It's soo amazing. You become your desire. The cooperative components are all around you and you become a vibrational match to your desire.

[Twilight Mikkala]

yes i am loving the finetuning of my desires to be , to be,now, new ,peace, excitettement, love,self authorizing, playing all roles,freedom power, cranky youuuu gottaaaa lovvvv ittttt:baby: we sometimes want it i realize i want to write for children i want to read, play create teach learn everything with children,, my dad was a tench coat characteompassr i grown tremdous love compassion understanding i an not my fathers choices,nor have i ever been , i want to clear here mikhail your very openess will protect you i hate his vile knife in me still, hes too much and not enough i hate this hurt why should i carry this .. if you read this here and have love understanding help me here in this tormenting space those who judge are not quaifiedTELSTAR MIKHAIL, I KNOW he was a sick sad man dangerous in hate controlling and i be me self lusting mikhail said dominate or be dominated ppl were furious they say to mikhail who is alot like abe you cant say that to her in regards to incest beating and evil games .....ive cleared alot here alot im still not all free as i want and will be my father went to parks for children ,police caught him at least that time its the worst thing ever i hate his dirty everything i unders tand he hated life ppl self so deeply passionately, im not made out of tissue paperive clearing to do this is good i say it for me and for all that is