Another round of layoffs?...tired of instability.

[Sweet Peace]

For 2 years I was on the layoff list with my union but I made it through, doing alternative work where my efforts caught the attention of management all the way up to the president of the company and won me awards. It wasn't exactly easy but I made the most of it vibrationally, emotionally, and physically. For the past year I've been back in my original position and feeling the stability increase.

Until last night...

where I learned there will be another 53 layoffs starting in September. My position is back on the list, possibly. My good standing and awards only go so far because it's union and it's all about seniority. I'm doing my best to remain calm but I'm not going to happy face sticker it...Tendrils of panic are snaking through my chest.

Reaching for better feeling thoughts like all is well, that I don't have to think about this right now, I can be calm, relaxed, peaceful, stable, all is working out. There is nothing to fix but it's shadowed by thoughts of 'this is such crap'.

[muriz]

just do whatever may seem to you it's the next logical thing to do.

what's the next logical step?

what's next?

[Sweet Peace]

Interesting, Muriz. The next logical step is to just chill because there is literally nothing I can do here. What I want to do is just relax and just not worry about it. And I want to stop trying to figure stuff out because it gets me nowhere.

That and going to get my massage...then going for lunch...then going to meet my friends tonight as planned. Yes, that feels like the most logical thing to do. Thanks.

[SingingInTheRain]

yup you are right on track sweet peace! there's nothing to fix, nothing to , nothing to control. its all taken care of in your vortex. its there. it exists, the stability and all else you want. it is done. your only job in all this- the only job you ever have to do? relax and feel better. feel better. feel better. feel better cause it feels good and feel better cause that's what allows you to become a match to what you want. contrast is a great focusing tool! let it help you focus on what you really want! this will be a ton of fun!

[Lynnie]

Well Sweet Peace you are so right in just wanting to chill relax and say "f@@#$%" it I'm tired of trying I'm just going to believe even if it is just for today I'm not going to think or worry about anything. There is absolutely nothing I can or need to do. You are in a great place to let go and enjoy what you have planned. Figuring stuff out is for the birds, and the Universes, so you go enjoy and let your creator who creates worlds create your next logical step. RELAX and feel the tension leave.

[meralodem]

And here is a chance for one more of your epic rampages

[Marc]

Your stability doesn't depend on the union or your job and that's the gift that this situation is giving you. Last time around you were able to find a way to secure your place in the company for a while, but now you have the opportunity to step back and reach for stability that has nothing to do with the union or your job. As always, the best things you can do is to are: 1) don't try to "work" on this when you've let the momentum get out of control. Instead, turn your attention elsewhere and regain your stability. 2) When you are in that stable place, go ahead and pick that subject up and focus on it in a more general way.

You already know this, but you can use a little reminder -- the "tendrils of panic" aren't a sign that something bad is going to happen, it's feedback that you're focusing in a way that is in opposition to what you want and what your IB knows. Everyone can understand that it's easy to observe what's going on around you and reach the conclusion you're reaching. At the same time, as you're well aware, you know too much to simply sit back and focus on things in the same way. Remember, the biggest problem going on isn't that you might lose your job -- the biggest problem is that you're doing something to deprive yourself from well being NOW, and that's entirely within your control.

You'll sort through this in short order.

[Sweet Peace]

Brilliant stuff! Thanks Lynnie, and Singingintherain.

Meralodum: epic rampages! I just Loooove this! Thanks. It gave me an immediate boost and yes...there are plenty of things to rampage about.

Marc: Love what you've done here. And yes, you're right. It won't take long to sort through this. I don't stay OoTV for long anymore or at least move downstream pretty quick.

I sure appreciate the cocreation here, everyone! Thanks.

[vecona]

What about the wanted stick rampage? Go general!

[Sweet Peace]

Yes! Thanks Vecona.