Letting go of the next seven days

[JoshuaDM]

I asked my alternate-realtiy self how to handle the next week, wanted to know how he'd to handled it financially and had it feel serene also, the answer was let go of the next seven days--to the extent you want to allow that in, you have to let go to that extent. So I liked that, it's a manageable goal--I'm going to let go of resistance and let myself feel good to a 7-days getting by extent or more, and if the subject of "how am I going to handle this week?" comes up again I'll be at a different grid on that.

(Just as I was starting to type this, got a call from someone wanting support for holding onto her reality while in discussion with family members who don't share her reality.)

Playing the finding the best-feeling thought from where I am game.

current feeling: I am in fear now, up to rage-pain.

I have been finding ways to feel a little bit better without needing to have outside conditions change. (relief)
I felt good for that moment that I was receiving the answer that it's "let go" rahter than "tighten your grip."
Maybe this is a lot of little subjects.
Just had a good-feeling flash of ocean in my mind's eye
Those thoughts about "maybe it will work out this way" that have felt bad aren't the whole picture, just a few of many thoughts.
Even if I need to move this vibration a number of times, that doesn't mean that each time wasn't making valuable progress--no matter how many times I"ve believed that illusion in teh past.
Maybe this is something I can do.
the fear may again be really about a different aspect of htis that I've known was a bogus fear for a while.
I do feel a bit better as I'm focusing deliberately.
Yes, if I do feel anger it's OK, it's a different context from when I used to feel angry in the past and believe I had to drive back to San Diego.
The solution, even if it's not what I'd most ideally desire, may still not be so bad and can even be some fun.
It isn't 'limited to the solutions I've seen so far.
I don't need to create huge miracles just to survive.
It's only temporary.
Having to feel a bit better is not such a terrible price to pay for getting the money to get through a week.
Maybe this feeling better thing will actually feel better than I've been imagining (!)
I was feeling pretty darn good about it earlier today, and thinking I'd be strongly valued at this new job I applied for.
I don't have to fear other people thinking I'm inadequate, that doesn't impact me.

[zenjenn]

Dear Joshua, I had a day like that today. I hit a brick wall and slid down to the floor. And you know what happened? I really gave up and decided to feel good. I really thought, this sucks, but! But but but, I don't want to feel awful like i have been for a few days .. so screw it and you know what happened. I lightened up and things came back into view again. Jumping out of a plane without a parachute isn't so bad because hitting the ground just causes you to let go in a big way...then light can let its way in. Really, I learned it works that way today. It's a guarentee you'll bounce baby.. and the ride back up feels pretty darn good... worth the bounce on your ass...

[JoshuaDM]

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yay! i manifested $1070 today, and because I'd just put $40 in that account and it had had one in it...you do the math. that's right, $1111 in my account, baby!!! I didn't think the money would come that fast, but that was not money I had to work for, I'm really blessed to have it.

AND--I created that. I want to feel better on teh subject of receiving it...cause there was something irked in my vibe...not "I don't deserve" but "a $ doesn't buy me happiness" thingy...so, I want to feel:

happy
complete
fulfilled
right * yum--this one felt especially hopeful
worthy
safe
connected
deserving

mm that felt better...which thought feels better: I have the money but I'm still not happy OR I have the money and I can also feel happy mmmmmmmmmmmmmm