I think im going through a kinda of depression and i know this is because of a guy i stopped dating 2 weeks ago.
Im mean i was only dating him for 5months but i really liked him and i felt he was a good guy. But he only wanted to be 'exclusive' because of his career, yet we were more than that. I finished with them as i found him emailing another girl a sexy mesage. And i guess what hurts the most is its been a week since i heard from him and i want him to at least fight. But hes not and all i think about is him being with other girls.
I mad with myself for the energy im usiing. But i manifested him. I miss our dates, our talks, walks, dinners etc. I want them back.

Im having problems getting myself to a place of 'allowing and trusting'. And i know that all these tears are keeping me away from what i want.

I actually have great things happening in my career but am finding it very hard to appreciate. Where's if i was truly honest. Having a loving partner in my life, is really want i want right now more than ever.

Thanks for your help. I have cried nearly everyday for 2 weeks! Puffy eyes are becoming larger as we speak!