Transexualism

[intrigued]

I don't really think it's possible to feel like a man or woman. If you sit down and think of NOTHING, how do you feel? There's no 'masculine' or 'feminine' feeling. I think it's all just concepts taught to us by society carried from decades ago. You could argue that masculine feels strong and dominant. But you could feel like that as a woman too. Vice versa.

Abe has said that they cannot tell the difference between male and female, we're all just BEINGS. So...maybe the best route for you is to adore your body the way it is at the moment and an inspired idea wll pop up regarding your desire

[Freetobe]

Hi Intrigued

I don't know how to explain it even in my own language (italian) but i want to make an attempt....
I had undertaken a route that would lead me to a change sex.
Suddenly i changed my mind....i couldn't bear the idea of mutilating my body,of destroying my penis,even though i don't identify with it.
I can't penetrate a woman or another person of my own sex.
I've always thought that my penis is part of myself such as my arm or my leg.I know it may sound incoherent,you may say "if you can't use it why don't you get rid of it?" but i think of my body as something sacred.
I remember i imagined i would go to bed ad wake up a physical woman in the morning,magically.I don't like the idea of my body changing artificially.
If i can be Anyone i want,then i want to be a natural woman.
I don't hate my body and now i understood i have to love it as it is and simultaneously imagine the body i would like.

It's been very difficult for me to express what i feel and hope i have got it across

Thank you for your precious help and Abraham teachings

[justbreathenow]

You might be the person that is pushing this beyond our limits, as what we know now and how to change our bodies. You will find what you are looking for. As uncle Albert said you cannot find the answer to your problem from the same mind that you asked the problem, one day you will let this go and walk right into your answer!

[mit]

I take back everything I'd written in this thread. I had interpreted your original post as meaning that you have the desire to change your body but that you're having trouble believing in the fact that it could be done to your liking. But now it seems that what you're saying is, "I want to have a female body but I want to keep my male body." Are you saying that you just want to find a way to feel good about the way you already are? You know, all you have to do in order to feel better in any situation is to straighten out all contradictory thought. Of course, this tends to be much easier said than done... I'd start with the obvious ones first.

[Marc]

Abraham has been making a point recently to remind us that it's often a mistake to get into details from outside the Vortex and that's what is going on here -- when you consider the specifics of how you might (or might not) want to change your body, it throws you off. As such, just step back into a more general place -- focus on making peace with your body and finding those aspects of your body that you can be easy about. Focus on just feeling better about your body, and leave the details alone for now.

[Freetobe]

Hi everybody

I'm trying to appreciate my body (i like my eyes,my lips,my hands,my bottom) in fact,if i'm not mistaken,Abraham says i need to love the place i am NOW.Where do i go wrong then?.But my deep desire is to be physically a woman,is that a contradictory thought?.I'm well with myself so my desire can match the way i feel,is that wrong?.Evidently i express myself badly in English or i can't clearly understand what you write.

[Freetobe]

When i say "i don't like the idea to change my body artificially" i mean through hormones and operation.I couldn't reach orgasm,i couldn't procreate....i don't want to be only a "covering".
Is it a detail? Have i go general?.

[Freetobe]

I strongly believe i came forth to be different and to be unconditionally loved the way i am.I deliberately chose to be who i am but i lost connection with my emotional guidance system in time.I got confused by society who want me to be the way they expect me to be.I've alwasy known that but i removed that.I did that to please them moving away from who i really am.I was afraid of being judged and remaining alone.I AM DIFFERENT,and i want to say,proudly different,i'm the way i am,someone who has a masculine body and a feminine mind,i don't want to conform,because my purpose is the one of loving myself the way i am as the Universe does.Now i understood why i chose not to change sex,in some way my non -physical source felt that wasn't a good thing for me and that's why i experienced some sort of unsatisfaction at the idea of making the operation.You can't imagine what Abraham and you have done for me,I feel really free and aware now-It's as if you have performed a miracle inside me.Now i know who i really am and what to ask the Universe-I want no more be physically a woman ad i want to be loved by a man the way i am.

I will be eternally grateful to Abraham teachings and to all of you.

[PowerHereICome]

I strongly believe i came forth to be different and to be unconditionally loved the way i am.I deliberately chose to be who i am but i lost connection with my emotional guidance system in time.I got confused by society who want me to be the way they expect me to be.I've alwasy known that but i removed that.I did that to please them moving away from who i really am.I was afraid of being judged and remaining alone.I AM DIFFERENT,and i want to say,proudly different,i'm the way i am,someone who has a masculine body and a feminine mind,i don't want to conform,because my purpose is the one of loving myself the way i am as the Universe does.Now i understood why i chose not to change sex,in some way my non -physical source felt that wasn't a good thing for me and that's why i experienced some sort of unsatisfaction at the idea of making the operation.You can't imagine what Abraham and you have done for me,I feel really free and aware now-It's as if you have performed a miracle inside me.Now i know who i really am and what to ask the Universe-I want no more be physically a woman ad i want to be loved by a man the way i am.

I will be eternally grateful to Abraham teachings and to all of you.

Rejoice, Rejoice, Rejoice Greatly!



Lasciate me cantare con la chittara in mano ...

[justbreathenow]

I think you wright wonderfully in English! I am so happy that you have found a moment of peace with this all. I have to tell you that you are a very unique soul that has come here with this intention. You have decided to make a very strong contrast and you knew you were strong and wise enough to handle it. We are proud of you and thank you for coming here and giving us such a new way at understanding unconditionally love!