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    The Men and Me. From knowing what I donīt want to knowing what I DO WANT!!!



    I got extremely inspired today, to FINALLY find out what I want, from the various fascinating men in my life, that drive me nuts!

    Thanks to all you pirates, swashbucklers, scallywags and all the other riffraff
    and YOU, Pye

    And for all those who are so CLOSE to my heart, who canīt buck my screwy current.
    ESPECIALLY *MY* MAN!



    I love you all.
    And from now on, I stop following *your* mixed signals, and find out what *I* really want, from- and with you!


    Iīm eager!
    Iīm giddy!
    Iīm fascinated about doing THIS!

    THANK YOU, RASCALS! I LOVE YOU.

    And now, brace yourselves. Here I come.



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    Ohh...Ohhh!

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    Today my man said I'm amazing. He's getting there.

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    Love this post! Yes!

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    Sunlover!

    Joyfirst, and I love your Avatar!

    I had no chance to make 1 single "real post" here yesterday, family just had their way with me

    But NOW!!!

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    From knowing what I donīt want
    to knowing what I DO WANT.



    ... I so dearly LOVE you.

    I donīt want this hype between us, anymore.
    I want us to be together, feeling us. Subtle. Authentic. True.
    Intense. Real. Loving. Slow. Real. Taking our time.
    What a wonderful sentence...
    We, taking OUR time.
    Together. Real. Loving. Authentic. True. Joyful. Committed to what really is.
    Ah, that feels so much better!


    I donīt want the huntedness.
    I want us to take our time.
    I want us to lock eyes, and BE THERE.
    I want us to breathe deeply, and feel each other.
    Know each other.
    Perceive each other.
    Be with each other.


    I donīt want the subtle shame and guilt.
    I want us to breathe free and KNOW the rightness of our love.
    I want us to feel free and innocent.
    I want us to radiate and be the awesomeness of love.
    Stable. Steady. Deep. True. Intense. Wonderful. Deep. Intense.
    Clear. Loving. Gentle.

    I donīt want the vagueness and mixed upness.
    I want us to be bold, while subtle.
    I want us to be clear, while gentle and friendly and subtle.
    Clear. Loving. Joyful, even hilariously funny!
    I want us to roll on the floor laughing. I want us to touch each other, with intention and clarity.
    Clarity. Committed. Lined up. True. Real. Bold. Intense, clear. YES
    .


    I donīt want the dis-appointment.
    I want us to RENDEZVOUS ITV.
    Be together, in alignment.
    In harmonic alignment, and agreement.
    I want this to be clear and mutually agreed on.
    Loving. Close. Together.
    Intense, joyful, sweet, wonderful. Together ITV.

    Last edited by WellBeing; 02-12-2014 at 12:23 PM. Reason: per OP's request

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    (In step 4) -Friends become more beautiful.
    Itīs the way love is, it becomes fuller.
    Food tastes better and better and better!
    Everything is better!

    Your body feels better.
    Your vitality increases, it doesnīt decrease!
    Your memory becomes expansive.
    Your ability to move through life becomes precision.

    No declining.
    Just expansion- all the time. Thatīs who you are!
    Purpose. Purpose. Purpose!

    Phoenix, Febr. 2014

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    From knowing what I donīt want
    to knowing what I DO WANT.






    I donīt want this dullness between us.
    I want energy, moving.
    I wan to feel alive.
    I want my breath be taken away. My eagerness fully alive.
    I want my heart to pound loud and fast.
    I want to feel ALIVE, with you.

    I donīt want neutrality.
    I want polarity! Passion. Fascination.
    I want to feel it flowing, back and forth.
    I want to see the spark in your eyes.
    I want to hear you breathing, fast and aroused.
    I want to see you, touched, by fascination about conquering me.
    I want to see you find fascinating adventures for us.
    I want to feel ALIVE and eager, with you, and about you-
    IN THE VORTEX.

    I donīt want sheer friendship.
    I want MORE.
    I want polarity, knowing our differences and being madly in love with them.
    I want to be controvers with you, enjoying the heck out of it.
    I want to be fascinated, challenged.
    I want to quarrel with you, teasingly.
    I want to rub up myself against you, and vice versa.
    I want us both to ENJOY the game of variety, of being different.
    I want to come together, sometimes producing unexpected results.
    I want to feel interested, and feel your passion.
    I want to feel challenged, and I want to challenge you.
    I want you to ADORE it.
    I want us to play, teasingly fighting, respectful while passionately.
    I donīt want us to hold back:
    I want ALL of us, ITV.

    I donīt want to convince and plead.
    I want to be taken over.
    I want you to be dominant, often.
    I want you to be active, passionate, eager, thrilled,
    fascinated.
    I want to play with you on the passionate disc.
    I want to play with you on the bold disc.
    I want to be with you on the step4 disc of knowing our passion.

    I donīt want to be in the lead all the time.
    I want to surrender to you, often.
    I want it to be a dance of give and take, trust and challenge,
    hold and be held.
    I want to dissolve in your power ITV.
    I want to follow your lead and find new treasures.
    I want to open up.
    I want to fully trust you.
    I want to not give a rip what you think, while I fully trust.
    I want to be held.
    I want to feel my feminine power.
    I want to relax while giving up my guard.
    I want to KNOW you are a master of this game.
    I want to feel your lead in our passion.
    I want to feel your power and strength.
    I want to see you stable ITV.
    I want to give in, to my dream.


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    That is an inspiring piece of art in post 7, PoE. Thank you for the introduction to the artist, Alex Grey.

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