Another big breakthrough! I now understand that what is- the currently see it taste it touch it smell it- is just what i've practiced for the majority of time! As Abe say, fake it till you make it. Ignore what is! Convince yourself that what is does not define you as it is the past! Practice the present! Ignore what is as often as possible, and when not possible, either focus on something else, or just know that it isn't true! You are what you are, and the current reality just has to catch up to it!